But art isn't what it used to be to me.
I don't write anymore.
I don't take pictures.
I don't sketch, or pain, or draw at all.
It seems that my 'artist's soul' is no longer that.
I still deeply appreciate art, and have a creative connection to it.
But it no longer flows out of me.
I finally found a school I want to go to, and then I realize that I want to move. Ironic, once I think my life is going in the direction I want it to I abrubtly realize I want it to go else where.
Damn crossroads in life.
"Two roads diverged in a wood, and I
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference."
The Road Not Take, Robert Frost
I looked over my journals and I see how I have changed, I have grown up. All of the things that I thought where SOOO important a few short years ago I am looking at them and thinking, 'thats stupid!'.
I feel old, but I know I am far from it.
If I feel this way now, in twenty more years what will it be like?
Interesting, to say the least.
I hope you all are well.
xx's
me











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You are so my hero
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May I have all your eyes and ears to the front of the room
If only, If only for one second.
Oh well, did I mention when I see you it stings like hell?
Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?
It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift
but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
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